totally freaking out right now. i'm so so scared. it's chemistry tomorrow. oh help. i'm not prepapred, not prepared at all to take exams. i want reality to kick me. i want to stop dreaming. i want to start panicking. no, i have started panicking...
today feels like the horribly horrible calm before the storm, it feels like one of those regattas where we are on the shore just waiting to launch our boats into a storm, watching the dark sinister black clouds slowly inch their way towards us, feeling the soft gentle sea breeze blow at our faces. but we know all too well that the soft gentle breeze would soon erupt into a ferocious gale which will every so often threaten to blow us over, sending us crashing out of our boats and into the water as we sail slowly and streadily into the heart of the storm. i've been in all that before and it's was never a good feeling. but that's exactly how i feel like today.
tomorrow we enter the last lap, the final sprint to the finish. the finish that we've been working towards for these past 4 years. the final judgement.
the next 4 weeks are going to be hectic. tomorrow starts it all. it's either going to make me or break me. i'm either going to feel pround and satisfied with myself at the end or regret it, regret everything, regret not putting in everything i had and realising only after i'm done and through. i wish the latter will never come to be.
Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end
it's the final stretch. i'm going to give it my all.
on that final note, my dear friends, i wish you all the best of luck. May God bless you.
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